Drowning Myself In Glucose

Ok, so the past couple of days have been crazy!  I mean seriously I have never meant this more in my life but, TGIF!  I get to register (finally!) tomorrow and life all around after 1p.m. will just be better.  My tentative sched is a little bit intimidating but I just need to buckle down and do work next semester otherwise I'll have to work harder when my classes get harder and I'm thinking that is worse.  Anyways, I had a dream the other night and I've been obsessing about it ever since.  Not the exact content of the dream but it had the main character from the movie Wanted in it and he was also in Atonement and Becoming Jane and whatever anyways,  it started out with this woman, I don't know who, who kidnapped me and brought me to the main character of Wanted (let's call him John because I don't know his real name).  So I am in what looks like downtown Milwaukee by the bus stop or train depot I don't know, it started out as a bus stop and transmorphed into a train depot, and I tell John I'm going to go pee or something to get away from him out of sight and into this station.  I get to the desk and try to get a train that is leaving and going to my destination (the station looks like the underbelly of a London bridge all cobble-stoney) and John comes running down the street and turns and sees me and yells "Stephanie!" and I'm like craaaap and he runs up with this concerned look on his face and says dramatically "Why did you leave me like that! Were you planning on running? But. . . I love you." I know what? What just happened to my kidnap dream? I don't know but we ended up on the train being all cutesy and running away together.  Since this dream, all I can think about is falling in love and finding that someone and I feel like everyone around me will probably and has at least someone they care about that way and I just seem to push people away.  I am destined to be a cat lady, or I am just giving myself a headache over something that isn't exactly a priority in my 18 year old state.  I think that it's the ladder.  Anywho,  I really just wanted to share part of my lovey dovey dream that consumed my thought for 3 days and made me want to sleep more to dream that dream to have those feelings again.  But smashie, I'll get them in real life one day!  Off to bed to get this week over with!

Toodles!