Why does life seem to cycle? Maybe not with the same leading male and female but, the situation. Whether it be breaking a toe rounding a bed or making the hardest decision in life; to confront or not to confront? You don't want to see these things happen to the ones you love but, you only seem to cycle the bad stuff. Recycling garbage to make more garbage and it all just ends up littering the world anyways. I know that that is a little bit presumptive of me Mr. Blog but, goodness, all I want is to make it all better.
I may not be even two decades old yet, but I feel a strange wisdom when it comes to a lot of situations because I went through them earlier then most. While my generation was doing the party thing I was learning how to deal with some stuff I feel they are all starting to recognize as real. All these feelings, just open up old wounds for me. Things, I really wish wouldn't have left a scar but gives me comfort to know that you will be okay. Life goes on, God will carry you and someone will find you and protect your heart from feeling that way ever again. I know in my heart that everything will be fine and I hope you read this.
So, Mr. Blog, as the snow keeps falling and time flies by, I stand listening to Jimmy Eat World and watching Friday Night Lights with hope in my heart for the future. I lied earlier to you, the good stuff cycles too, it's just no one talks about when everything is good it seems pompous. So give me hell, I'll show you what it looks like to persevere.
Sincerely,
Stephanie Mae
Toodles.
1 comment:
you're post made me tear up because when you were listening to jimmy eat world...i was most definitely balling to that song up on my lofted nest! and your blog just rocked...it really relates to how i feel. i love you =)
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